I went to see Dark Water tonight. (We actually wanted to see The Devil's Rejects but it was sold out.) I didn't really like Dark Water. It was too slow. I wish I could've come in during the last 30 minutes and had someone explain what was going on to me. It was written by the same guy who wrote The Ring. From the two movies, it seems like he has a thing for little girls dying in water and then coming back to find a mommy. But I've read the book that the movie was based on (The Ring) and the main character in the book was a man. So that theory is out. Plus, in The Ring, Sadako (AKA Samara) was actually a hermaphrodite so technically she wasn't a girl either.

I got a talk today about reputations. I refused to even think about talking to a guy just because of his reputation. He was cute and everything, but he gets around. My parents basically said that you shouldn't go by what you hear about a person but that you should get to know them and then make your judgement. That would work in a big city. This is a tiny town where everyone knows everyone else. If I start hanging out with people who have the reputation of whores, I become one and then the only people who will think twice about me are the people who are already whores themselves. I don't like that fact, but thats how it works here. I don't like the rules and if I had a choice, I wouldn't play by them. But I don't have a choice. I'm the furthest thing from a whore that exists in Gay World. Does anyone know that? Of course not.

I just got a text message telling me not to become a slut. How weird.